DIY Die-Dating

Dear readers.

I think I really need to say: sorry. For me exams and summer has taken a lot of my time, and now is the first time I had had the time to write a post. So, here you go.

In the last few months, things haven’t been standing still in my life. Not even on the love-side. Recently I went to this party where I got quite drunk. After having danced all night, one of my (not at all very close friends) came to me and talked. But suddenly we also kissed. This was quite weird for me, since I never really felt that we had talked that much before. Actually, I wasn’t sure if he knew who I was. But… I guess he did.
Anyway he wrote me the day after, and asked if I would like to join him for a cup of coffee. I was aware that he might not just asked if “I would like a cup of coffee”, but I’m really not good at letting people down like that. So I said yes. And that was a date.

You should know that this guy – Sean – is not particular hot or sexy (not at all actually. Which kinda tells how drunk I was that night!). But I went to his home and we sat for hours, talking, chatting and drinking coffee: all in all we just had a great time. He is nice and funny, and I really like talking with him. But in the evening he started kissing me. I wouldn’t mind that much, if it wasn’t because that Sean just really sucked at kissing! He convinced me it would be a good idea, if I slept over – so I did. I don’t really know what I was thinking; of course we ended up having sex… And I can now say that he was the absolute worst bang I’ve ever had. Honestly I started laughing during the act (yep, I know I’m a loser, but it was that bad!) – Also because he really doesn’t turn me on. Well, we figured it out anyway without awkward situations, but I really doubt that we will see each other again. It was just not worth it. But if I’m lucky, we might have a chance to be just friends in future.

This whole friends-or-not-friends-thing made me think about how guys ask girls out, and how girls (especially I) have a lot of trouble turned the guys down. So Fanny send me this picture of a card, you can fill out, with a headline saying: “WHY I MUST HAVE SEX WITH YOU”. I think it’s really cool. Maybe I should give them to the boys, who wanna have sex with me – in that way I would also know if it would be a bad bang before I lay in his bed!

xoxo Lucy.